A Saint Has A Past : A Sinner Has A Future : Phase I

When You are in the mindset of choosing a new career option literally every day , and ofcourse seeking admission for different courses/colleges about one week before the university resumes ? > Its NOT a very optimistic sign . Having joined a stupid Cambridge Curriculum the results, were out late :Which resulted my admission procedure , Hence Filtering most of the colleges I wanted! Never mind, with all these problems in hand ,My parents consider my school Teacher's opinion and decide to get me enrolled for BMM : Media Studies
(They dont give a damn about what I want , But they'll listen to the School teacher! but BMM was something I was really looking forward to ) So, with all the Hustle Bustle  going around I finally get into my Not so good, Not so Bad College : Expecting, (sorry!) : Judging ! about : How new/well equipped the class will be ? How friendly the crowd is? Will they interact? Will I have anything common for a conversation starter with them ? So many noneducational questions colliding in the back of my head ! Stupefied with all these underestimated factors and sudden changes of having this huge reverse culture shock , I am forced to join the college.The Vision I had about this college was , so hopeless! I thought of all the silliest excuses of how vernacular the crowd would be when I come across! I Imagined BAD! the Worse! I distinctly remember, how ludicrous I was, to picture myself in the class as a loner, you know...like being the 'Mr.I dont Need your Friendship!' kinda guy. It wasn't the hardest thing to picture  myself seated in the empty back benches all alone, with a dominating frown shadowing my emotions sulking in solitariness. But ! Yes ! I am proven wrong : while I was being oriented to the college surroundings, I was observing , observing how different the crowd was from where I came from .......
there I leave it incomplete, the future is yet to be written :Will update Phase II soon :)

Peace-