Power within.

Who decides when to die? Who decides that one day, you'll just stop breathing? Just stop Seeing, feeling and speaking? Who decides that? Do we have a magnitude for such measurements? Is it God Or is it just Karma?

There are very few intangible things I believe in and Karma is one of them. It's simple. To balance the nature of good and evil, what goes around has to come back around. You do bad, you get worse. You do good, you get better. Point is, I don't believe in God, I don't. I haven't seen enough of his existence. But, what I do believe is in a power. Power that is bestowed in all of us. Power of love, unity and optimism. Power that we can use to decide our own fate. Power that attracts the good and distracts the evil. It's really a superhero thing, not everyone can use this power. Not everyone realizes that something that psychological can change their future. Even I haven't, but I do have faith. And I hope that someday somewhere 'God' is proven wrong. I hope that someday Humans finally give themselves some credit. Maybe that's what spirituality means.

Everyday I'm Learning

After every single night we sleep through, we grow a little (nothing sexual). It amazes me how life has so freaking much to teach us. Every mini-second. Every single minute, has something new popping out of  nothing but time. One must not think of the future they say, but if you haven't thought of what you want to be tomorrow, what have you really thought of in life? It feels like just yesterday that I completed my internship and it feels great to be a little better than the rest of my contemporaries This post basically makes no sense at all. All I'm trying to say here is, Live a little. Life is too small to pick on others. Break that shell, spread your wings. Touch the skies. Know your future.
Also, Can't wait for The Dark Knight Rises! Release tomorrow.
Till then,
Get Drunk.

Gods and Demons - Thought.

Isn't it strange, how since childhood we are always projected to god defeating demons? According to me, gods and demons are just a propagated lie representing all that's good and evil. To teach us how good triumphs bad. But, not in this world my friend. Its just another lie. I say, Be evil. Yeh kalyug hai bhaisahab! 

The Apple Post

#55WordsStory- @greyalchemy -You start with A for apple. Then you learn the (A for) alphabets. Then you grow up to be an (A for) Adolescent. Then you (A for) Aspire to be some one. When you become that some one, you marry and have kids. Then you teach your kids (A for) Apple 

The Bottle Post - Alcohol, the prime culprit.

#55WordsStory- @greyalchemy- I laid royal dressed in shades of green and transparent. Not to brag, but my mouth was opened by the finest of humans. The rum inside me could make a man do things he'd never done. Yes, I'm the bottle that caused accidents. I am the true murderer.

The City Post - New York City

#55WordsStory- @greyalchemy- The first sentence read "I long your warmth. Soon this war will end and together we will be. Love, J". She cried. She cried every time she glanced at his signature, that little heart he drew was genuinely the only thing she'd ever borrowed.But, the refugee never returned and all that was left were a bunch of letters 

The Letters Post

#55WordsStory - @greyalchemy- The first sentence read "I long your warmth. Soon this war will end and together we will be. Love, J". She cried. She cried every time she glanced at his signature, that little heart he drew was genuinely the only thing she'd ever borrowed.But, the refugee never returned and all that was left were a bunch of letters

The Wicked Post

#55WordsStory - @greyalchemy -Green she looked with paint and otherwise. Swaying her broom swiftly across her own shadow. While the moon shone bright, She acknowledged a scary old pumpkin from her hands, also green. An eager loud bell overpowered her wicked smile. Then they opened the door and the eight year old said "Happy Halloween, candy?"

The most cliched topic there is..

FRaaandship
We all have friends don't we? and we all remember, how and where we met them first? and the reason why you became friends at the first place.
Now, Friendship for me has always been a chapter I fail to excel in. With the friends I've had, you'd never know if you are very lucky to have em' OR extremely unlucky that you'd curse your life everyday.
They say, "you find peace in solitude", whoever said that must have had a huge grudge against the Human raise. Who wouldn't want friends! and its so exciting to make new friends, like on twitter. (I realize how corny that sounds, but..) Its very easy to make friends! but very difficult to maintain friendship. 
Okay, here's the deal. In your life you'll probably come across millions of people who hate you, and about very very few people who'd like you and would show interest in you. Screw the million. Catch on to the very very few people who like you, who want you, who might need you! Because these are the people who stick around when you need them.
To all those fellow losers  friendship, "keep it simple, don't over think it and never EVER expect anything, from anyone!".
When it comes to friendship, I need constant change. I get bored easy. OH! do not judge me! I have boring friends too, but somewhere down the line I know the relationship ain't going anywhere. 
(Who am I to talk.. I just got off phone with my best friend. Yes, I fought with her. All fine, she's coming home.)
Never mind, it's not rocket science.. its much harder than that. It takes dedication, emotion, loyalty, trust, smartness, self-awareness, an open-mind, responsive, responsible, resourceful and most of all sense of humor to maintain friendship.
Well, this was just another useless post out of sheer boredom.
Anyways,

Be my friend?

I miss Colors.

Its been almost 2 whole years, since I've structured a white canvas in front of me...

It is the supreme art of the teacher to awaken joy in creative expression and knowledge. 

Albert Einstein 

Here, I am attaching few paintings and sketches I made back then and which I long to make now :

For this I used : acrylic base and crayons

Oil Painting

Scream Interpretation (Pop Art)

SketchBook Pro

SketchBook Pro 

Chaotic Silence (Pop Art)

It kills me to think that I am wasting my life on such surreal things like college and travelling and not Drawing and Painting. Cause, that's what kept me real. Cause, that's what kept me untangled. Anh, I cherish those days, when I looked forward to holding my brush and slapping it on the canvas. The anxiety of running to my art room and the curiosity of waiting for the final product! Now that I am in college and have practically no time : I miss ART.  I miss Painting. I miss Drawing. I miss holding that brush! I miss that look of an empty canvas and the smell of paints. I miss Colors.

The Travel Post : #1

Okay, currently I'm banging my head against the wall for writing the previous post : which concludes to how boring my life is /was Blah! anyway...ATTENTION : Its not that boring after all! I am grateful to my stars to have brought me a sparkling travelers luck. After Summer 2011 ,the word 'Vacations' has got a whole new meaning !
So here it goes! My Semester Duo ended about on the last week of March and that's when it all started .

Tour : a) This was the sweetest little trip we needed, by we I mean my crazy cousin sister and me. She is about 16 now and has that youthful teenage energy of trying new things, she is not very daring but sometimes fun. She was about 2 weeks away from her examinations and I was just done with them. With all the conditions her College, Parents and Coaching Classes had, We planned smart and accordingly. I had my tickets ready and she had them too..all that was left, was to depart. The journey took about 2 smooth Hours. and we were Finally there.. I caught a cab at about 4am and left with all my baggage to the address my cousin text-ed. Lemme tell you this ! BANGALORE is such a little confusing city especially at 4 in the morning...

So... What Do You Think ? O_o

I hope you readers, give me your true opinions on these few photos I'm posting ...lemme know in every possible way of what you think about them :) 

Thank You,
Something New I am Trying :p.
- S

A Saint Has A Past : A Sinner Has A Future : Phase I

When You are in the mindset of choosing a new career option literally every day , and ofcourse seeking admission for different courses/colleges about one week before the university resumes ? > Its NOT a very optimistic sign . Having joined a stupid Cambridge Curriculum the results, were out late :Which resulted my admission procedure , Hence Filtering most of the colleges I wanted! Never mind, with all these problems in hand ,My parents consider my school Teacher's opinion and decide to get me enrolled for BMM : Media Studies
(They dont give a damn about what I want , But they'll listen to the School teacher! but BMM was something I was really looking forward to ) So, with all the Hustle Bustle  going around I finally get into my Not so good, Not so Bad College : Expecting, (sorry!) : Judging ! about : How new/well equipped the class will be ? How friendly the crowd is? Will they interact? Will I have anything common for a conversation starter with them ? So many noneducational questions colliding in the back of my head ! Stupefied with all these underestimated factors and sudden changes of having this huge reverse culture shock , I am forced to join the college.The Vision I had about this college was , so hopeless! I thought of all the silliest excuses of how vernacular the crowd would be when I come across! I Imagined BAD! the Worse! I distinctly remember, how ludicrous I was, to picture myself in the class as a loner, you know...like being the 'Mr.I dont Need your Friendship!' kinda guy. It wasn't the hardest thing to picture  myself seated in the empty back benches all alone, with a dominating frown shadowing my emotions sulking in solitariness. But ! Yes ! I am proven wrong : while I was being oriented to the college surroundings, I was observing , observing how different the crowd was from where I came from .......
there I leave it incomplete, the future is yet to be written :Will update Phase II soon :)

Peace-

Releasing the compulsive habit / spirit in me.

Now that I have started my blog, I have this compulsive need to Fill it in with oh so many posts! why? I have no idea!
Its been so long since I have written anything , it was only in my early high school days where we wrote for marks, Never for pleasure . No , that was not fun . THIS IS!
Well this post has no motive what so ever , Meeting my best friend ARCHITA today : she is so pretty and has been with me for about 5 years <3 Every time we meet! we have so Much FUN! we may go Carting today
 ( ALARMING DRIVING DISASTERS )
I've gotta go take a shower :| . okbyethanx :D

Drive Away : Not So Much ?

So, My Not so scheduled Agenda for the days in the irksome month of April have been quite the same. Now , that my First Year results are out , and having cleared them all ! I have absolutely nothing to do! Well excluding general activities like : Facebook, Twitter, Sleeping, Eating, Talking, Pooping , Peeing , Songs , Singing Songs, Googling lyrics , Blackberry Messenger and Yeah! LEARNING HOW TO DRIVE (did I mention FB and Twitter before food ? How Could I ?) 
Ever Since My sister turned her Narcissistic Energy from doing literally nothing to Learning Driving and Now that she has successfully achieved her licenses  ,My Mother wants me to learn ! Its NOT like I don't want to , OF COURSE I DO! but not on the very next day of my 18th Birthday :| It was all so hasty . Then, Before I know it , I am the newly enrolled student of  INDIAN MOTOR SCHOOL {okay, I Get that titles are hard,but Who names it THAT! } Anyway, so as per the procedure to learn driving ,I had to Apply for My Learning License  ( And all that I did! ) . Once I got that , my Learning Process Begins !

(The verb Driving seems to be such an exciting concept for me! I mean, I'd Love to say 'So, Ill pick you up by 5, then? ' SO COOL!   BUT, when I was about 15 , an astrologer said to me once that I will participate in a ghastly ACCIDENT! (BANG!!!!!) Its Not like I believe it  much ! (ok, Maybe a lill ) but, this has always left me with a dubious ratio of Driving or not ? Its silly ! but a Very Small Ratio . )





Keeping Stupid Thoughts Aside , It was my first day of peddling a car ( In my own terms!)  and with all my courage I woke in the morning ( feeling like P.Diddy :P) with all my gathered confidence and stepped outside for my FIRST Lesson . With my prime motive being to swift well, I pushed the key in and Rotated it in a clock wise direction , Before I know it : HERBIE IS FULLY LOADED and ready to  express.

Today was my 3rd Class and I am Loving it :)

New Directions

Okay, All I want to do now is update a status on Facebook stating ' Lets Try Writing A Blog ? Excited ! ' and I am Also Going to Tweet the same! Hope I Get at least about 4 likes :p ? and one retweet ?

Well, Hello ! Blogging is a very new concept to me . I apologize If I get Things wrong :O

While I Gently Push the Keys on my Laptop ( Which {Laptop} is Btw Freaking awesome ) All I am Wondering is : if Anybody is going to read it! Its not like everyone around me is blogging :P the world I Live in Barely Tweets ! FORGET about Blogging ! But what the who , you know : It won't hurt to shout out my heart online would it ? ( I'm Talking about doing it the right way, whatever that means :p)

Speaking about me ? I enjoy Social Networking : Cause People in reality can be twisted , the digital version is not so bad!

Education : TRUST ME! IVE LIKE DONE ALMOST EVERY SUBJECT MY SCHOOL EVER OFFERED :p . I was in such a confusion during my high school! and MAN why did they ever have options ? Its been such a ride : shifting my subjects from extreme Technical Perspectives to Advertising Media! Right from Maths, English , Arts , Design , Biology, Physics, Chemistry then Dropping Maths , Dropping Chemistry and Physics. Then Taking Maths again , Opting Physics Again and Finally Dropping Biology ( WHICH I MISS SO MUCH )

PLUS with my kind of education board of Cambridge! I was fortunate to clear :' ) and with the blessings of god knowns how many people : I FINALLY got into a college :|

Not that Bad! Found my group thought ! :)

Its the month of April! and the Heat at its Peaks, I am starting a Blog! Having turned 18 last month : And learning Driving this month , nothings gonna really change that much . but well one thing is : this BLOG thing is gonna be on my Mind :)

OH ! and Did I tell You I LOVE F.R.I.E.N.D.S